2021-05-03.txt

Oh God
oh God why
why did I ever

I
I can't stop crying

Oh God I can't write this
I have no idea
How do I even put this

I

I missed my period last month.
It must have been that fling with Terrence
that's the only thing that matches

I couldn't
I couldn't have given birth to it
The leader would have known
Terrence looks nothing like him

So I had to
Oh God why
I had to terminate the baby

I was in the bathroom for hours
3 people knocked the door. Each time I had to hold back the tears to answer.
I had to tell them to go.

The was so much blood.
so much blood.

I think it would have been a little girl
I could have named her Autumn